I started using drugs at a very young age, by the time I was 13 I had turned into a full blown meth addict. I was always very lost in life, never fit into one particular crowd or group and I was constantly sacrificing my own happiness in order to please other people. I have been in therapy for my mental illness since I was 12. I have had my run with treatment centers and psych wards, relapses, attempted suicides, drug overdoses and so much more. I have struggled for a few years with journalism, because I never understood the point in writing to myself so I decided to start this blog so at least I can feel like I am sharing my experience, strength and hope with others.