The fear that lives inside of me
Being invisible to the world
Growing tired of explaining
Lost and broken on the floor.

Stealing life’s happy moments

Forever changing who I am
Nothing left but hate and fear
A life you’ll never live again.

Building up internal walls

Shutting out any glimpse of light
Faced with an uphill battle
That I’m not strong enough to fight.

Internally I fill with anger

Regrets and more self doubt
Losing hope along the way
And shutting loved ones out.

I’ve become a stranger to myself

Unable to recognize what’s inside
In fear of facing a hopeless life
My eyes close wishing I would die.


March 16, 2016


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